From the moment the strip turned pink, I knew I could never love anything else as much as I did you. I had prayed for you since I was a little girl. I fought for your life, and will continue to do so for the rest of mine. You reached down into the debs of my heart and pulled out the person I was always meant to be. Your mother. And now our time alone together has come to an end. Your sister is here and my heart is fuller than its ever been, but also feels divided. You've changed so much in this last week. Your independent, and funnier than ever. I hate thinking that you might possibly feel like we've replaced you with another little girl. But that is not true. As I learn to adjust my time and spread my love for you both, please be patient with me and I will with you. You will always be my first born, the one who made me a mama. And you'll always be my baby.
So thankful for Alyssa and her capturing these last magical moments of just the two of us. Follow her at @alyssaricole on instagram.
And Thank you to my sweet mama friend Jessica Klein for doing my makeup! Follow her on instagram @j_Klein21 She as the most beautiful family. Her son is a freaking stud, and her daughter is a dream!